>>85639049If I've ever learned anything in all my years of life it's that human beings are literally never satisfied. It's actually impossible to live a life that you find 100% fulfilling, it's a big part of the human condition. The grass is always greener, you will always have regrets, you will always wish you could start over, you will always want to change your life in some way. That's why even millionaires who hypothetically live my dream life still kill themselves or throw their life away to drugs. To be human is to suffer