>>2698231>You shouldn't be obligated to put yourself into a bottle of convincing yourselfYou, you, you, all you can think of is you, like you're the arbiter of all the choices in your own life.
You don't CHOOSE to have an oshi. If you think
>I consciously chose my oshithen you don't have an oshi. It's not something you have to FORCE yourself to do. You do it because you want to.
All your post told me is that your oshi hasn't chosen you yet.
