>>37551524You are probably as good a human being as your oshi, probably even better, considering the conditions these girls usually put themselves in.
Would you honestly want to date a girl who is too lazy to clean her dishes before they get moldy? Would you marry a girl who blends days-old sandwiches and blends them into smoothies? Even if the answer is yes, you still understand that something is wrong with such girls
because it makes your dick hard.These people are on this very board, a lot of them. This board is like 40% women. They made the same bad life decisions and try competing by making a digital puppet and focusing on the voice. For some it works, but for most it doesn't - most chubas get basically nothing. I got more views on youtube than the average chuba gets before she quits, and it was still a pathetic number. You could too, it's not hard.
Of course, if you want a more successful person than average - you better be successful as well. It works like that with all people btw. But being a vtuber is not that much of a success, objectively speaking. It's still not considered a real job by normies for a good reason - it's terribly unstable. It's been like 5 years into vtubing existing at all and a solid chunk of chubas (even popular ones) already graduated. It's worse than being a normal youtuber.
And you yourself are probably have lower self-esteem than you should have, that's pretty normal today. I don't know you so I don't know what you don't give yourself credit for, but it could be as mundane as not having a vomit drawer.