>>67657722 (me)Alright i tthink lack of sleep either helps make me less depressed or more depressed latel. Used to only the former, i guess being stressed alll the time and nothing i tried helping just makes it worse. Idk what. To even do anymore. Ended up sleeping 6 hours but all it did was make me way more exhausted.
>>67660939I mean im usually a story kind of guy. I played games for storys, read visual novels for storys and all that. I dont have a specific genre though as long as the story is good id touch it. Romance is a bonus a i was always into love and all that stuff rather than only sex. Its actually why i prefer Final fantasy 8 as weird as the story gets and how bad the romance plot is implemented. Muv luv had a good implementation of it into the story and i loved sumika as a character.
I just cant imagine gacha games having a good story and always imagined them just being "cute girls doing cute things" kind of storys. I dont dislike "slice of life" type of storys as long as they are getting somewhere though. Just theres a limit of how much i can take, pacing is another issue if the story drags on and on and isnt going anywhere.
TLOH: Trails of cold steel IV being the worst offender of bad pacing or the CS arc in general 4 games that feel like 90% of pointless filler. Could have fit the whole story into 2 games without the filler, also ruining plots points that started with "TiTs" (trails in the sky) arc with some stuff i cant talk about without spoiling stuff. Hajimari/reverie wasnt better so idk if i continue the series.
But yeah maybe getting back into stuff might help but now knowing i only did it to cope with things i dont think just playing games and reading storys can make me happy again. Idk what to do with my life anymore at this point. Maybe go back to sleep for now or try to.
