>>65614492meru's issue was that she continually blamed herself for every single bad thing that ever happened. she's finally figured out how to look forward, so it makes sense for her to move on from "meru" and i'm sure she'll pop up again somewhere soon enough. it's bittersweet, but a graduation is usually nothing but retrospection, which frankly meru's done more than enough of.
she's going to be fine. trust. she's done an amazing job and i feel nothing but overwhelming pride in her.