>>63627332I feel you, you don't even know how hard. I would wake up at 5am to watch that fuckers stream live and he just dumbs the boys and us like nothing and we will never know the reason. But ultimately it was their choice it has become pretty clear, sure there was something that broke the camels back and I was feeding the delusions of him crawling back like a little bitch baby he is but that route has closed with him scrambling to get a 2d avatar to keep the last of his dwindling audience. I still end up crying when I realize that HQ kino will never come back even when I have accepted it. I miss him a lot but I am trying to move on. Looping is not going to help that but I understand the need to vent and there isn't really any other place to do it in