>>23645714I don't want to punch her into doing those things. As much as it does upset me for her to self sabotage so much, I know she has a lot of reasons, mainly of which are discussed in membership which I don't pay for. I know she's depressed or overburdened and that's why she's so lazy, but I don't know why, so I can't be mad at her. I'd go on a tangent on how I'd treat her if this was an actual scenario I was part of but frankly I'm too tired to do so. In short, lots of love, not violence.
Also lately for some reason I've been thinking it's very weird to describe in detail how you want to have sex with a chuuba and/or how much you love them or how you're imagining them or whatever. Like... I stop to think about what I'm writing and it's kind of cringy "oh yeah I want to suck my cock through my jorts real good" or "I'd tell her that she can do it if she tries and cuddle with her in bed", but this is just another case of my crippling mind reading problem. 