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I had a dream involving Ina tonight. Ina was apparently visiting me and we were sleeping in a hotel room with two seperate beds, and after turning off the lights we had a long talk. I told her how much she means to me and that I worry a lot about her overworking herself. She then told me that I worry too much and that I have the same issues (which is scarily accurate) and we talked a while about our respectove lives. It felt really comfortable, like I was talking to an old friend. I don't remember every detail but I wish I didn't wake up from that. Now I just feel so lonely. What is even the point in living if I will never be able to speak to her like this? Ina will never know me personally, even if she loves >us collectively there is no possible scenario in which she would talk to me like this, individually.
