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I forgot my Mumei standees for this trip... this'll have to do.
o7 my Idowlshi
fuck man I was crying in the middle of a park in front of a bunch of Koreans watching the final 3d. Why does this silly little owl make me feel such things. I missed almost the entire last months of streams while travelling, wish I could've been there for my oshi's final send off. Been watching streamers for a while, but never resonated with one like moom. Could relate so much to feeling like you would never belong, finding out you were the weird kid in school and repressing yourself to not be perceived. I'm so proud of her for accomplishing everything from being an idol to going back to school. I was in a similar spot where I dropped out and left my dorms because I couldn't handle feeling like an imposter compared to my peers. I should really go back and do it just for her... She's been that anchor keeping me sane in recent hard times with karaoke streams and comfy doodle streams. Rediscovered a bunch of music that I lost the spark to enjoy a while ago.
Sorry for blog posting, haven't had any outlet to dump everything or anyone to talk to about what I've been feeling since hearing about the graduation announcement while in Japan. I'm really happy Mumei gets the chance to pursue her passion now. I should probably stop running from my problems now and get my life together. It's probably what she would want. I guess here's to a new start.
