>>46463127Ok so try to follow my logic:
In order to be angry with someone, you have to care about him first.
You expect him to be better.
Would you be angry with a cockroach? Would you be disappointed with a stray dog?
No, because you don't care about them. You kill them, or you avoid them. You don't interact with them at all.
People who shout at you, are angry at you, they all care. They think you can change.
People who gave up on you think it is pointless.
No one tries to change rebel for example because he is clearly insane, talking to him is a waste of time. He will never change.
Even fighting you openly is a sign they consider you a human being. If I fight with a pig in the mud, I go down to his level, and eventually realize the pig likes it. If you stare at the abyss the abyss stares at you etc.
You like to use the phrase "I dont think about you at all", well, bodega thinks about you while bat does not, simply as that.
She probably doesn't even know what you said to colt and will never find out because she also doesn't care that much about this community, but believe she would had blocked you if she did, she defended him publicly more than once.
Every single person who dms you still cares about you and thinks they can help you. Even those who try to destroy you care.
A lot of people don't bother with either, they know about your existence, but dont think about you at all
