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i just went outside for the first time in 4 days because i had to buy food. On the way there i walked past a cute and innocent looking girl, who smiled at me when we were close. It felt even better then getting my message read on stream. It was like all my negativity went away for a moment and i was filled with hope and determination to better myself.
It even feels like watching vtubers really is just escapism in comparison and doesn't hold up to 1:1 interaction with women. As she smiled, it really felt like she smiled at *me*.
I shouldn't have stayed up all night
