>>36207568just take inventory now and again on the course you're taking, and correct if needed by deprioritizing catching her streams or keeping up with the twitter
making OC is a good way to turn your obsession into self-improvement, or find some other way to self-improve and say you're doing it for her
I've found it all to be really rewarding in the end, but I know I'm obsessive. It's been the most I've improved in years though, and when I think I can stand on my own better I do plan to scale down how much time I spend on streams and shit.
