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something definitely changed after rrk and darkkal. it's like she used him as a representation of the entire fanbase. all of her love for us went into him. all of her trust for us went into him. all of her desires, ambitions, wishes, feelings, hopes and dreams went into him. so when he betrayed her, she felt like the entire community did even though it was a personal matter between the two of them. she was unironically in love with him, because she was in love with (you) and saw him as its sole representative. it makes my relationship with shondo feel like an unrequited love.