>>57598039Not internally, but with Fuwamoco I've been in happy state for a lot of the time. At the age of 27 with only increasing cynicism, I don't see the normal method of happiness working for me. But with Fuwamoco, I can keep the depression at bay. I can feel some deep darkness within Fuwamoco, as well, but their kayfabe is incredibly strong and when we are like this, I believe they've felt mostly happy too. It's sort of fragile arrangement, but if it's sustainable, it might as well be "real" happiness.
