>>21316456literally just become a better person
It's easy just eat shredded raw carrot with apple cider vinegar and coconut oil until you kill the psychopathic pathogens that are infecting your gastrointestinal system.
move to different country, maybe Greenland, to help get a new gut microbiome. I presume you are American, America continent is sick with a deep illness that penetrates the very soil. you must retreat for several months in Mongolia.
I can't explain the rest but do these things and the rest of the path will be clear