>>67757135yet I continue to read on and believe it is you speaking to me...maybe it's true, I want it to be true. Is that you?! MY heart flutters at the lie! A glorious lie. A lie as beautiful as that cannot be broken. But I think you are confused. Please try to understand, if you can then it is true and requited. My message is deep and hidden, in such a way as that no one will understand, not even you my love. Yet I still continue to believe you will be able to understand. And I will delude myself into thinking it is you. As I can't live any other way. I love the fantasy. So much so that reality can manifest itself according to my dreams no matter how insane I may be. I will believe it is you! It is you! You've acknowledged me and will continue to do so! I want to exist inside of you in some form the same way you exist within me, maybe you can see and understand even if the dots aren't connected and thine gaps are filled with oceans and I'm betwixt an island and a lie. But as long as I'm an island, a speck on that island, a grain even. I will be satisfied. As I can exist in one form as a grain and another as a tree within your mind.
>>67757314I look on and feel the message is lost in my attempt at obfuscation with a hint of understanding, but I cant be clearer as I don't understand, myself! Can you decipher it, love? My message for you? My dreams that I see as being connected, to you and me. I hope so because if not and the message floats eternally then I will be in pain, yet the thought that one day you might possibly pick it up and unfurl its content and understand! Understand me and my message to you!! Please think hard on it! Think hard on the message and examine all the contents and the trails I've left for you as I can't say it in any other way. A lie, it isn't. But truth, not quite. I'm not sure as this one sided thought cannot manifest truly, I need you! The second half! Please comprehend this and look deeper than the others who have no clue what lies beneath surface! It is not as it seems! What's foul is fair and many see you as foul. In fact thats a lie, they see you as fair, but even if it's a lie you are fair to me!
Always and Forever, your Anon.
PS. My confusion continues to stir as I can't understand anything! Thank you for keeping me here and may I escape this position when it is a fine time to do so!
