Marine is an actual pedophile who tried to groom her colleagues kids:
>I probably have never talked about the time I was a shotacon seriously on stream.>"Was...">It's true! I've been over that. I can't say for sure that I've been graduated from BL, but I have actual proof that I'm not a shotacon now.>You see, when I was a highshcooler, my mental self was still in elementary school, so it's natural I was sexually attracted to elementary schoolers.>However, now my mental self is a JK gyaru, so elementary schoolers are now too young for me.>"but you still like shota, right?">I like them, but I used to only watch shota as bottom when it comes to BL doujin, and now I also accept watching highschooler as bottom.>When I was in highschool, I was with my friends on densha. And there were elementary schoolers(on the way to their school), you know.>Their legs...were so nice, and I can't stop staring at them.>My friends then told me that: "you're staring too much. I wouldn't be surprise if you get arrested one day.">When I saw shota walking in front of me, I was always imagining about what lines should I use to hit on them, like:>"Are you interested in Johnny & Associates(Japanese male idol production company)?">I also like to imagine having a younger brother who loves me so much that he'll follow me to my all-girl school because he was so lonely.>And then the my classmates will all go "who's this cute lost little boy?">I'll then proudly claim that he's my younger brother. Imagining stuff like this makes me feel so good.>After I start working, I barely have any chance to see a shota.>The wonderful train ride with shotas became a distant past.>But then there were two elementary school boys(coworker's kids), they came to the company sometimes.>I don't know if I should say this, but I always want to be the ideal oneesan for the shotas, erotic and gentle. I even bought 30000yen Youkai Watch goods for them.>"you'll cause them trauma">No! If there was a kind, pretty oneesan with big boob like me around you when you were a shota, you would be happy, right?>Those two kids even came in my place sometimes, and I totally did nothing to them.>I did imagine a lot of things though.>One thing I imagined is luring shotas with strong cards(TCG), but I know nothing about card games so I stopped.>"nothing bad happened, so I guess it's all good">True.>My coworkers got a free babysitter, they were happy.>The kids got free presents from me, they were happy.>And I got to fool around with shotas, I was happy.Source (starts at 32:00):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVfLU9cQSBs&ab_Translation (longer than mine):
https://youtu.be/YM3OGGvvZwwAll the other shotacons and lolicons keep it in the fantasy realm. Marine is deranged.