>>75584470You do need human contact!
Apathy is fucking gay!
Immediately reconnect with anyone who touched your life in a positive way! It may be tough, but just put all doubts to the back of your mind and have courage
Stop worrying so much about showing love. Even if someone makes fun of you, it is NOT that important.
Just become a bastion of positivity and help, uplift, protect and embrace people until you are the person you want to be. Seek self fulfillment like the worthwhile decent human you are.