>>99321396>you guys have helped me with my confidence>and i want you guys to grow with me >dont need a spreadsheet i just remember you guys>a baachi i havent seen in a while liked something i posted, that made me so happy>i care you guys a lot >i hope i dont scare people when i say "long time no see">...why did we even start talking about this?>what would happen if i disappeared?>do you think there is a baachi heaven?>wait why is it so cute to imagine baachis as little ghosts in baachi heaven?>bad baachis go to hell, too much of this baachi offpako and you go to hellessie is a big fan of cute dead things and the suffering of children
>every single oi you refuse to say is 10 sins in one sin>no offpako but you guys can do this *noncon kissing*>BRB, gamer pissing>this morning i woke up to a line of cats on my bend it was so cute>essie_cat is creating a gap between me and you guys, she is protecting me from you guys>*baby talks her car* >GUYS! it's sunday i need to make my schedule!! what should we do this week?>mario tomorrow>essie_cat is using my arm as a pillow!!! oh my baby!!!>>growing baachis?>i do not know how to grow the baachis, i just stream and hope people gravitate to me>maybe we could ringfit do you wanna ringfit? i wanna ringfit! do you wanna watch ringfit?>i want to try DOOM... we might play DOOM, the boomer shooter original>i like to play the classic games, you guys recommend me games and i play them... i am the person you guys teach how to play game>im not a fan of modern graphics i like the low poly lookessie has also said in the past that she is not a fan of hyperrealism in games
>wanna continue dark souls, play max payne >and i must play maboraibo to make friends>essie_cat got off of my arm>got invited to a REPO collab once but i had work and was not invited to another one since>im not like other girls, i dont feel interested in the popular game but i'd play REPO if im invited>being in that concert made me realise it's really nice meeting new people...>for zatsu collab i feel i need to really vibe with the other person>i need to reach out to other people, i need to get over myself >i dont want to be lonely>i need to get over myself, like my tarot reading told me to>im really glad at least i have you guys... you are my most social interaction >when i first did the wishing stream, one of the wish was for me to collab so i recorded a collab between me and pumpkin essie and other essies>if i was actually schizophrenic, would you guys gangstalk me? would you?>>??? >>yes? >>arent we already?>so excited for VR stream, but scared of VRchat>do you guys want to see the spoiler? do you do you?i need a compilation of essie begging to show spoilers
>my brain is dead now... i have nothing to talk about anymore>>you're saving your yaps for the space later?>if there is a space, i didnt space yesterday and that alone is a feat of its own>i like to have you guys available for me 24h a day, it's nice >>99316723 >>99316392>>ex chronic space deleter>we all learn, i used to be a stream deleted and a space deleter>my debut still exist but it's unlisted you have to work for the link>look at me is this a face that could be cringe?>i dont feel cringe within my soul i am simply being myself>i had oji essie in the work for at least 6 months>i had to mediate over it >i dont think i derive enjoyment from people's suffering but i loooove to make you guys uncomfortable >what if i put a banana peel on the floor? would you slip on it for my enjoyment?>i will put a banana peel at the top of the stairs and a bunch of nails at the bottom of the stairs, taht will get you goodshe doesnt enjoy making people suffer btw
>>gets raided>immediately scares the hoes by being a sweaty freak in their face>catches herself doing it and stops>but i do like to be in you personal space and *sweats profusely*>im sorry im sorry im sorry *runs aways*>it seems i need to end stream>the more i stand here the more i will scare somebody>dont feel like ending but also i dont have anything to say>sis got me stationery and she got me sheep stuff cause "my character is a sheep">she has a baachi sticker and she likes it>but no one knows my username, i would private half of my stuff if they found out>they would think i am a harlot >i have a job, i am allowed to indulge in my hobbies because i graduated college>hospital us new pay rates and i said i cant believe my coworkers support a whole family on that paycheck and mom raised her hand in prayer and said i pray to god that you are married in the next 2 years>shes been on my sis' back to get married and pushed her to go on arranged dates>dont want to settle down for the next at least ...8 years (oddly specific)>current priorities are vtubing and my job, all that other stuff can come after i figure out my life 