>>41376173>having all of her past being dug up>bullying by Japanese antis>her step dad>her own autism and worry that she was going to drag down the rest of her genHonestly it was for the best looking at the whole since Hololive would have just made her autism worse and she would have overburdened herself into repeated Hiatus. It should have never happened though the really frustrating thing is looking back and seeing all the point where if one thing was done differently she could have made it.
She is happy though and she made it back to Vtubing so it worked out to a degree.