>>14190643Little bit more information because she talked a decent amount today.
>Hesitant to go visit her parent's house this year since she hasn't been in contact with them for a while. Talked about how Papakiri is actually a pretty big prude, throwing manchild fits if Ayame says bad words. Probably would be extremely upset if Ayame made an official cover of USSEEWA. Mom's kind of like that too even though Mamakiri says bad words too and just pretends like she didn't. Well it's not like she hates them, she just dislikes them more than she likes them. Also Ayame Nakiri punched her father and the chat will never let her live it down. She also talked about how her mom was exceptionally strict with her, coldly telling her stuff like "A kid who doesn't do anything doesn't deserve anything" and "kids who eat with their elbows on the table don't deserve food.">Has hidden Hologra sound files on her computer, when she revealed this chat erupted in wanting to see it. She asked if you really wanted to see it then Towa immediately jumped in yelling that she wants it RIGHT NOW. She was teasing chat about it because she'll never send it to them but Towa actually probably will get it.>Says that she worked really hard with her dance lessons to make up for being gone for so long and to look forward to her Birthday Live where she'll show off the fruits of her labor. Stated that the Live she had in September was only a small taste of what she's capable of. Got pep talks from both Korone and Okayu who she says is more family than her real family.>Ended the stream saying that she saw some comments on some of her previous streams of people who write really ill and awful things about her, but then saw a reply from a kaiginikki who said "it's your life and you shouldn't worry about it." States it's not lik she's living her life for those kinds of people anyway but also says that there are times where she feels really hurt by those comments but then feels better knowing that there are also people who write beautiful things too. Almost talked some more but realized that it was getting late and she'll save more of what she wants to talk about for a later stream.TL;DR Ayame suffered mental break but was consoled and encouraged by so many of the Holomems that she actually wants to find a way to repay them for their kindness. Thinks everyone in Gen 6 is amazing and felt a little motivation, saying that she can't let her new kouhais go on for a week without knowing who she is. Incredibly grateful for all the kind words sent by managers, holomems and her own fans. Has a Birthday Live on the 13th. Potential Animal Crossing stream before the birthday live. It's good to see my oshi back.