>>98704204 (me)i got into sonny because... i really dont know. i guess it was his first game stream, ultrakill. i thought he was so cute and i was like "maybe watching a few more of his streams is not bad" then i just found myself watching his streams religiously everyday... found myself spending money on him which is like rare btw because i am a very frugal person. i initially joined his membership just to support him for his bday karaoke, i was thinking of ending my membership after his karaoke. but somehow I couldn't end my membership and i am still a brisquad today. it's part of my important bills now. when he first went into a break, i remember being so distraught about it. hell, the whole thread was kek. it was like the end of the world for me but that's when i realized that i depend on him so much that his absence was enough to change the brain chemicals in my brain. i feel like it was destined to happen, me and him. i was at the point of my life where nothing truly interests me anymore. i was jumping from one vtuber to another but never really had someone whom i could call my oshi. i like them but i don't like them enough that way.
