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When Nyanners started dating that guy publicly, I got so upset that I moved out of my mom's house and got a job after several years spent as a borderline alcoholic NEET. I felt like such a fucking loser that I had to do something. I don't watch her streams anymore, or anyone I realized I'd been watching to trick my reptile brain into thinking I had a mate. I still masturbate to her while screaming "WHORE! FUCKING WHORE!" sometimes, but I think I'm getting it out of my system.
I've also gotten off a couple of times using a fumo plush of a chuuba I still watch. It's pure luck that I didn't sully or damage it either time. I dread what happens if I cave again and end up cumming on it. It'll be like having a dead body to get rid of.
