>>21053590it's not codependency when the person you're depending on doesn't even know you exist.
if you want a real connection you have to go out and meet real people instead of watching vtubers.
think about your hobbies and find something nearby that relates to them. maybe join a fine arts tutorial course and learn to paint or whatever and meet artsy girls/boys. I think you should definitely just start off with making friends.
nobody here is really ever on your side. that's what anonymity does to people. good luck and stuff
