>>18184176>>18184358I wish i was like this. The more streams i watch sadder I get. The knowledge that there is a woman like Kiki out there and I will never get to meet her breaks my heart. I don't know how all of you do it, never beeing able to feel her physical presence, hug her, kiss her, is breaking me more and more the more i fall in love with her. I want to gtfo as to shield myself from all this, but I end up missing her too much and the thought of abandoning her, especially after so many people who said they'd never leave left her in the end, causes me pain. I hate that I'm like this. I just want to be happy like everyone else.
