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Gomen if this fucks with your vibe. I'm a little buzzed and wanted to get a blogpost off my chest before bed.
The past couple months have been immensely hectic: massive spikes in workload then a sudden reduction in force, and familial turmoil and an upcoming biopsy (not pancreaschama, gl dude) relentlessly compounding the minutia we all regularly navigate.
Even with these outside stressors I find myself anxiously trailing off into thoughts of our humble rabba nearly a year to the day since I first encountered pyon.
For context I've been on my own since 17 without even a roommate, worked full time through school and certifications in positions that are inherently isolated.
My only hobbies were fitness, chinese cartoons and firearms related. Any type of physical or emotional relationships were failure to launch - they never interested me.
Fast forward to this week and I've come to realize you can in fact find true happiness by bringing someone else joy, reassurance and a sense of companionship when things aren't looking up.
What's been provided to me, even while being mostly invisible as part of a collective (you), is so incredibly valuable that I can without a doubt attribute it to a remarkable improvement in my self-worth.
I only hope that Kiki continues to find happiness in herself and grows along with us champies, knows that we genuinely care and will always want the best for her. Some hubbahubba every once in a while aint so bad either.
Thank you Kiki
Thank you Champies
Lets continue to make great memories together.. nn for now
