>>60144236I'm this anon
>>60140962Yes, I do have feelings very similar to a crush and infatuation but the "having a chance" with her has never even crossed my mind. It's similar to when/if you had a crush on a celebrity as a teenager; you're retarded if you think you have even the slightest chance with someone in such a public spotlight. Time will tell if that mindset helps me or not, right now I'm just feeling complete joy hearing her talk and give us glorious ASMR streams.