>>3045438I'd say it is most likely her trying to catch up on life. Now that I think about it it's just how she is.
>was told she's going to die if she overexerts herself, now can't even sit still just talking in front of a camera>loved sports, sucked at PE, now one of the most fit holos>desperately wanted to socialize due to growing up in a very small group in the hospital, completely sucked at it, bruteforced her way into understanding how jokes work and what social cues are, now the top comedian of Hololive>was timid and scared of loud noises, now...you know>couldn't handle pressure, still can't but now very good at masking it under passionThe list goes on. But after all of that I guess the way Subaru is still so fragile inside makes her especially precious. The stories of her childhood are always strangely relatable. Not in a painful and tired way like some other holos but a "dumb kid getting who didn't know any better" kind of way. It's kinda impressive that a girl who grew up in a different country, different culture and different era reminds me of people I grew up with and myself.
