>>17774014>>17776876What you witnessed if you did indeed watch the stream was an artist viewing herself when she was the absolute personified apex of her chosen medium.
Back in those early, halcyon days where she was tops and everyone else scrambled to keep up with her.
Everyone knew her name and she was having real fun exploring this new artform.
I am left with a profound, kind of secondhand melancholy.
She was joyful and chipper as ever in the stream, but you know that's not how she feels inside watching this.
I don't like when people who are active in the process of creation suffer, especially since her decline was precipitated by decisions and events that were not of her own doing.
I don't like endings.
