>>44551462I want to kill myself when Ike is not streaming. I mean this literally. The singular reason I do not is because of the assurance that he will stream again soon. The euphoria when Ike is streaming is unrivaled by anything. For just a little while, I feel sane. When he ends his stream, I have to lay down in silence for a long time and remind myself that it is worth it to go on. When he goes on extended breaks or goes silent on social media, I go insane. I mean this unironically. The voices get louder, and I drown them out with alcohol. I am being sincere when I say this.
Everything is okay.
