https://files.catbox.moe/y39bh8.mp4So, there's this video of this person that I love getting hanged, and it gives me a boner. There's something about the way her cute little face shows shock, fear, and this deep sense of betrayal... and then, almost paradoxically, she looks calm, like everything is alright in the world again... it doesn't get out of my head! Have I gone crazy? Does this make me some kind of monster? I mean, what kind of person gets drawn in by something so terrible?
What should I even do? Should I throw my computer out of the window and live in a cave? Meditate until enlightenment? Or maybe see a therapist and throw out all my darkest thoughts? I can't help but think this is one problem I have in life. I need answers and I need them now! The whole thing is eating me alive, and I can't keep pretending it's not happening.