>>14179057>>14182141i must do my best to overcome the dumb system then
>>14182427sometimes it's hard not to feel that way, but little stuff adds up quickly to contribute to it. casual conversations are fine, but sometimes people will talk about experiences like good memories with their parents or holiday/vacation experiences or whatever and i usually end up having to stay quiet during lots of it because i don't really have anything to contribute. sometimes it's hard to remember to curb that on streams too, partially also because i forget sometimes that my stories can come off a bit more sad or weird to folks than i intend to or realize. stuff about not being sheltered but not having a lot of normal childhood memories and experiences and then stupid brain makes that happen quite a bit.
i guess this can count as my semi Monday Menhera post this week, sleep well weeveetee the sun is up and it's safe to sleep now