>>27884843I love his ASMR! I still have some sexual fantasies but I just don't get turned on as much unless it hits a specific fetish of mine (like with the Box Tenshi one, it was corruption and I started breathing really heavily because I love corruption so much). Also since the mermaid ASMR, I'm moreso looking forward to the plot and lore of ASMRs now instead of fanservice ones. I want Milord to go wild with his storytelling/filmmaking capabilities.
>>27885007I want to, I'm just having second/conflicting thoughts about it now that it's closer to the date. It's hard to explain. I don't actively want it because of my sexuality, but I also don't care for holding onto it like some precious treasure anymore. It's not as big a deal to me anymore. I'm not being forced or anything luckily. I do have someone that cares pretty deeply and I trust him.
