>>53480871>>53481125She will never be yours, you will never control who sees or discusses her, you are a parasocially overinvested fan that made an outdated "agreement" with a few other fans and nothing more.
Your attempts to control discussion of her are a byproduct of your mentally unhealthy desire to claim and gatekeep her, the impossibility of which leads you to act up /here/ regarding anything fauna-related.
The only thing she could ever want for you is to touch some grass.