>>29937615>isn't that normal?no its a pretty strong sign of the severe end of depression. Basically the thoughts start in the background, moves into your day dreams, and then it turns into urges over time as the depression progresses and you lose your fight or flight response entirely.
Women often choose kind of attention whorey methods because they are socialized towards that more and get treatment. Men however isolate as to prevent a weakness from being shown which is linked to your survival to not have other men or especially women see you being weak, then when the urges come the most effecient method is used which is a 12 gauge.
>Doesn't everyone have these thoughts from time to time?During times of EXTREME stress healthy men will consider it and it will often turn into risky behaviour such as gambling, fighting, or chasing women more aggressively because fuck it i want to kill myself anyway.
Neets and shutin types are more socialized towards inaction which is also why depression is more common in those populations because its very common for
>no family or bad family relations>no replacement family through an irl friendgroup (your brain registers online interaction on par with just talking to yourself)>no exercise so the hormones are unstable causing further asocial actions that encourage isolation.>comforting lifestyle makes them more sensitive to stress because there is no recent comparisons for the mind to draw on. An athlete training in severe pain is not bothered by the pain of socializing compared to the pain he feels running physically and mentallyi could go on about this for awhile.
TLDR in healthy adults, suicidal thoughts or behaviour is very rare. Within communities such as ours or even normie anime communities its incredibly common.
