>>16387665I used to do something like this in high school. Whenever a big test or project would come up, I would study but pretend I was explaining everything to a bunch of imaginary friends who were in the same class, and I would end up studying harder so I could help them better.
It worked out pretty well until I graduated and realized I had no friends. If it helps, do whatever you want OP. You can worry about meds after you're fluent.