>>42904690Briskadet, you definitely need to pull back a little. You’re spiraling in love with an unreachable star. There’s only a few positive paths out of this, one is cutting back cold turkey, and that’s a tough one but probably the best if it allows you to focus on the blessings you do have in life like your family and the hobbies you can enjoy. The second is to cut Sonny back to being an entertainer and coming to closure with your feelings, which is easier said than done but you’re already at the first step, and seen a few friends do this with their oshis, you fall out love but can still enjoy them for what they bring to the table. The third path is the Don Quixote path, the impossible dream. Basically you keep your romantic dreams as such, a hope in your heart for the chance of it happening but acknowledging the reality that there’s almost no chance. This allows you to feel motivated or inspired by them but keep yourself in check, they become your muse like Rosemi is mine, and stay an enjoyable and positive aspect of your life. I hope you can introspect a little and find the answer you need. Good luck and rooting for you!
