>>85372861not those anons but
Sorry about that, I probably shouldn't have posted all that considering where we are but autism be damned, I can't help myself sometimes. I rationalize stuff weird for myself and it comes out badly sometimes; hell I made myself sad writing it. I know it's not "real" but I still feel the positive part of the love.You just have to find the bright side of it and enjoy it for what it is while you can.
Hope you can feel better after the karaoke, her first one is what got me to love her in the first place.
