>>14226265im so fucking mad that I understand this. this has been my life for the past two years. I guess that's also why i enjoy /wg/ so much. It's super cringe to type out but I love them so much. they'll never talk to me and never know of me but i fantasize about them. The worst part, though, is that some of my fantasies involving holo members are actually somewhat realistic. I fantasize about getting matched with towa in apex and communicating with her with my shitty nihongo, i fantasize about writing a yandere-bait comment in lamy's chat to get her to single-out my name in an angry face. i fantasize about kanatan replying to me or liking my comments in the membership tab. of course i still have the schizo fantasies of dating mio and fucking marine and and all that. does it ever get better? anyways, pass me those meds when you're done.