>>7013554It's not the money that's the issue, what I think the core of it, is that I unintentionally wanted to purchase a service from Kana through monetary, and arguably, emotional manipulation, and that's not something you do with someone you love.
It would be infinitely smarter and more effective to just say that I really want her to do ASMR one day, instead of trying to force it, even unintentionally.
I think I know why I felt like it was wrong now.
Freud-chan, tasukete.