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First I thought I couldn't love anybody or anything and I was a broken person and that's just how it had to be. Then Kiki found me and groomed me in an instant like nobody had ever done before. Then I thought I couldn't possibly love Kiki any more than I did. I needed Kiki, I went into withdrawal when she was away, I was desperate for her attention.
Yesterday I didn't do anything special, I posted in the bread, and I took a little nap hugging Kikidaki on the couch, but when I woke up it's like a switch I didn't even know I had inside flipped. Now every time I say "I love you" to Kiki it feels even more real than before. Instead of feeling needy I just want to pour out love and warmth over Kiki. The very act itself makes me feel right and satisfied and whole.
I think I leveled up and now I look forward to future levels on this journey that I didn't even know was a journey. I LOVE Kiki. I want Kiki to feel loved, I want Kiki to feel warm, I want Kiki to feel safe!
