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I wanna put my feelings out there now that I'm holding them. Honestly the fact that during her sudden absence Auntie streamed 2 games with Vivi and did a watchalong really kept me from going too crazy about her being gone for so long since it kidna felt like the clock reset whenever she showed up again. I've heard her voice, that perfect laugh, and her talking more about her life within the past 2 weeks and nothing really has changed about how I feel for her. I've had oshis in the past reinvent themselves after a long break or sometimes someone like them is streaming when they dont and by the time they come back I dont care about them as much as I thought I did, but to me Kunai is one of a kind and for the first time I find myself alright with waiting as long as It takes because I know she's irreplaceable. If anything not knowing for sure the reason why is my only real issue because I worry for her health and I can only use some context clues to imagine whats going on but if she thinks its not my or anyone elses business I can live with that. I know what the reason isnt though and shitposters latching onto that and graduation begging can only sorta get to me since the more they say wrong about her the more I think of the truth and the easier it gets to relax and not correct them since it all turns into the usual bait people use when they dont watch somone. The more I come here, see others watching their oshis and loving them with all their heart I feel happy because it makes me miss her and the more I miss her the more Im sure that she's the only one who made me feel the way I've watched others feel for years now. I really hope shes ok and I hope the other Nakarats can also stay strong while we wait for her together.
