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>tfw tell others to catch and sign for my perfumes while I'm at work and they still miss it
Oh well, I guess I can get it first thing in the morning at least but I was excited to smell Milord and others today... but now to look over any asmrs I want to forever keep before they're gone if I already haven't downloaded them... but also to word vomit for a moment about this and the direction he wants to go in general, I guess it leaves me a little... I'm not sure what's the right word. I've always wanted him to only do what he's comfortable with and not push himself to do anything he isn't e and am very happy that he's been finally trying to do that more but it's also a bit hard (if maybe bittersweet?) after hearing him time and time again insist that this was what he wanted to do, especially as one of the first western male creators I've seen who really understood how ignored fans of such stuff went. Personally majority of his nsfw asmrs weren't for me since I like more comfy and domestic settings (though when they overlapped it was honestly great) and hopefully if anything we'll still get more of those but regardless.... catching one of his last streams reminded me how he really is my oshi regardless of what he's doing and as I said, I ultimately want what's best for him and for him not to keep doing things if he's uncomfortable or doesn't want to anymore, but it leaves me a little conflicted as I process more I guess.
