>>12663173I appreciate that you're trying to lift up my spirits but I just accepted my fate as a poster child of hypermodernity, what some people call a bugman. I haven't met my grandparents. My parents haven't taught me any important life skills and depended entirely on the educational system to "teach" those instead, while failing to realize that the sole purpose of non-tertiary education is for the Total State to tend the niggercattle into compliance. I don't uphold onto any tradition for I'm brought up as a cosmopolitan man with parents from different ethnic backgrounds. At least my family owns the small plot of land that I'm currently residing but my mom's grandfather used to own a huge farmland in the countryside. The communist-sympathizing governor harrased my mom and grandpa then stole the land from him in an effort to collectivize the land but luckily the regional court decided to award the title to my grandparents. Since the governor keeps harrasing my mom's parents anyway (like actual death threats from armed communists), he gave away the land to the local Archdiocese out of spite where a prestigious private school is now situated. I live in a multiculturally ethnic city where I don't even know who my neighbors are because most of them are temporary tennants from other provinces. They'd come and go, never to be seen again. I didn't even know what my family's history is up until recently and I only heard about it from other relatives. My parents are keeping that story away from me for some reason and if I asked them about it they'd always brush it off. I don't belong in any community and as the social bonds around me are slowlh deteriorating, with no venues to build one other than fucking 4chan, I just accepted my fate that I will never live what other people from a different era would experience in my age
