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The news about a lot of livers going to japan is making me feel depressed again. One of my new year wishes was for sonny to stream consistently this year and we are now 2 months in and still, barely any improvements from last year. It even got worse. I was feeling really positive yesterday because of the SF6 tournament but all that got washed away in mere seconds. I feel like I will never get to enjoy my daily life with sonny ever again. I want him to be happy with all my heart, but I want to be selfish too. I want to demand streams from him but doing that would make me a bad fan. It's difficult. Balancing my wants and his comfort, that is. Am I a bad fan for wanting him to stream more? I am so close to letting it all out via streamlabs but I am still sane enough not to do it because I know it would be futile... I love him so much but loving him is tiring sometimes. I am always kept on edge. Always on the lookout, always the one that keeps understanding. Fuck. I know this isn't an exclusive relationship, but aaa! I hope he realizes that his fans are always waiting for him and that they're not saints. We are not gonna be understanding the entire time. There will come a time when someone will finally snap. I know because I've seen them airing out their thoughts in their respective spaces. Sonny Brisko, you said you love streaming but your words don't reflect your actions. You're not a vtweeter. You're a liver.
