>>19818013Watch more Nijisanji streams/collabs and cry... maybe try to reach out to people, improve yourself, and make friends. Doesn't matter too much at the start, even if it's just online mutuals, like on Discord or whatever, then you're already halfway there. The world is more connected than ever thanks to internet and social media (for all the cancer that comes along with it) so take advantage of it and make some friends! I was a pretty lonely autist for a while but hanging out online in a bunch of places got me being friends with a bunch of people, which was nice.
You can do it anon. I believe in you. Nijisanji will be your guiding light and the hope that will drive you towards your goal. Just don't give up and work hard.