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This might be a little menhera but I need to let it out.
I thought I wouldn't cry at this. I thought I wouldn't feel anything about this. I thought I'd still feel hurt about everything. But I put my feelings aside and just decided to enjoy this 3D. I took the day off for it after all. But after I saw the references to his past ASMR characters, after seeing all the scenes put together representing his inner struggles, after seeing Fuuchan. I got really hyped up over these parts when I thought I would just watch it silently like a movie. I got my lightstick and cheered along with the songs. My jaw dropped at the beach scene. I started clapping and jumping when Box Tenshi showed up. I realized deep down that I still have a lot of love for him. I always did, but I thought it was fading away. I started thinking about all the positives that he bought into my life again. How I got out of bed for him and got a job when I was at my lowest, how I started to invest money and time into achieving my dreams again, and how I stay self-motivated when I have no one else cheering for me. Seeing him overcome not only his inner struggles but also his other struggles like getting better at singing. It's so inspiring and after seeing the final song on stage with lightsticks, that's when I came to realize just how proud I am of all his hard work and dedication. I realize I still love him. I love him so so much. I love him more than he'll ever know.
Thank you for existing. Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for giving me a reason to keep living, to keep striving to be better. You're not perfect and you've made mistakes, but you're perfect to me. Thank you for being that spark that lit my fire. Thank you so much. I love you.