>>36179011I had an oshi once.
Exactly once.
I'm basically a DD because I just simply cannot form any sort of bond with individual talents when they're a part of a group and to me it feels wrong to support just one so I'm either going all out or not at all. This applies to everything, not just VTubers. Especially since I used to be an idolfag.
But then I've come across someone whom I considered the perfect VTuber. I thought she was the one. But she started to change for the worse overtime and eventually became the opposite of why I fell in love with her at the beginning. I felt robbed, I felt betrayed. I've put a fuckton of cash, time and effort into making her bigger, I really wanted her to succeed. Never before have I felt about anyone like this. Never before have I actually picked the one I wanted to push in front.
Never again.
