>>20317206You know what helps? crying, have a nice cry for like half an hour and get it all out.
Obviously there's much more to (You) than I can advice for and I can tell even we are different from each other, but there are still simple things you can do to make yourself more appealing to
yourself, so that you may also learn to accept who you are and care for your own faring.Even if in the end you turn into a stone faced fortress that nobody can penetrate; you'd manage to survive and withold your own way of living in the sparse moments you're obliged to interact with other people.
Also if possible get a pet... a man is never meant to be alone. A cat or a kitty will make you much happier and give you someone to take care of which is also a very important role that every man has to fulfill to feel complete.
I miss my cat, but when he was around I knew I had to keep moving on to keep him safe and healthy, and in turn he'd keep me company and bring some joy into my life.
Even when you're dead inside you can still be brought back to life by others, never forget that.