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Sometimes I think I should stop streaming. I'm just spinning my wheels in the mud, this hobby is mainly dominated by women so what am I even thinking to begin with?
I look at all the big male streamers and they're all hyperactive and constantly screaming, something I with my muted emotions can't ever be.
Or they're doing the BFE thing for thirsty fujos which lets face it I could never do simply on the basis that I'm incapable of sustaining any meaningful relationships.
Part of me wanted to use this as a way to correct some of these flaws. Learn how to build and sustain a social network.
But as people grow they leave behind those of us who don't. Others simply quit. All while I remain.
Is there a quiet dignity in that? Perhaps. But then what of that original goal?
Maybe I should quit. Simply vanish into the ether as I have so frequently throughout my life, accept that this is my lot in life.
Would anyone even notice?
Sorry felt the need to vent somewhere and you're the unlucky ones. This is all unrelated to whatever that drama you're discussing is
